such a lovely emotion

i gave you what i think you deserve.
i showed you what i really am.
i did forget the the past.
i smiled not frowned.

you opened up.
you apologized.
you made me smile.
you started.

but then you're doing it again.

it really feels great when you're honest and everyone's honest with you.
you don't have to play hide and seek with the people around you.
no lies.. no more secrets.
no sweet talks. no hidden feelings.
it's easier to smile without nothing to worry.
i might ay something that can lead to my sadness. but what the hell.
i said what i have to say..
i mean every word i speak..

i believe i said enough, and it's up to you on how you will appreciate me.

sem break. and i've got nothing to do. no plates, no need not to sleep.
soo many time to spend....why i can't help to think about him, my superman.

i really miss him.

*missing someone gets easier everyday coz eventhough it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will.